Reminiscence.

When it comes to my “business” on intimacy with my boyfriend, in the end, what does it matter what I do? I’ve become so open about it because I’ve realized that it doesn’t matter. If you really think about it, what’s so bad about being intimate with your man? If two people love each other, obviously one of the many ways to express their love is being “sexual”. It’s not a bad thing whatsoever. That’s why nowadays, I just don’t give a fck anymore if I’m judged because I’m not doing anything wrong. It’s anybody’s preference on how they choose to be intimate, and what they do, and that’s not a bad thing either. Some couples are extreme, some aren’t. It doesn’t matter.

No one has the right to have a problem or call anybody out just because they “do things” with their significant other. It’s not like we’re doing it with so many different guys, now THAT’S a slut/whore. THAT’S when you can have a problem. But when a girl is just doing it with her boyfriend, that’s THEIR business, it’s the two of them, they can do what they want. And if it makes you uncomfortable at the thought and that’s why you have the nerve to judge someone, then either you need to grow up, or maybe it has to happen to you to understand how and why it goes down.

So now, I don’t give a crap if anybody wants to be all “ewww” about it, I’m gonna be real about it, cause in my opinion there’s nothing wrong with it. Whether you choose to lose it or you’re waiting, doesn’t matter — it’s your preference.

(via nouvellevauge)

my personality:

• i’m loud. 
• i’m obnoxious.
• i’m sarcastic.
• i’m cocky.
• i cry easily.
• i have a bad temper.
• for the most part i don’t like people.
• i’m easy to get along with.
• i have more enemies than friends.
• i’ve smoked.
• i’ve smoked weed.
• i drink coffee.
• i clean my room daily.

my appearance:

• i wear makeup.
• i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
• i wear contacts.
• i wear glasses
• i have braces.
• i change my hair colour often
• i straighten my hair often
• i have a piercing
• i have small feet

relationships:

• i’m in a relationship now.
• i’m single.
• i’m crushin’.
• i’ve missed an ex before.
• i’m always scared of being hurt.
• an ex has physically abused me at least once.
• i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
• i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
• i’ve been in love more than two times.
• i believe in love at first sight.
• i believe lust is more important than love.

friendships:

• i have a best friend.
• i have at least ten friends.
• i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
• i’ve beaten up a friend.
• i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
• i can trust at least five people with my life.

experiences: 

• i’ve been on a plane.
• i’ve been on a train.
• someone close to me has died.
• i’ve taken a taxi.
• i’ve taken a city bus.
• i’ve taken a school bus.
• i’ve gone bungee jumping.
• i’ve made a speech.
• i’ve been in some sort of club.
• i’ve won an award.
• i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
• i’ve been in a physical fight.

music: 

• i listen to r&b.
• i listen to country.
• i listen to pop.
• i listen to techno.
• i listen to rock.
• i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
• i hate the radio.
• i download music.
• i buy cd’s.

television:

• i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
• i watch soap operas daily.
• i’m in love with days of our lives.
• i’ve seen and liked the o.c.
• i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.
• i’ve seen and like americas next top model.
• i’ve seen and like popular.
• i’ve seen and like 24.
• i’ve seen and liked csi.
• i’ve seen and like everwood.

family life:

• i get along with both of my parents.
• my biological parents are still together.
• i have at least one brother.
• i have at least one sister.
• i have at least one step brother/sister.
• i have at least one half brother/sister.
• i’ve been kicked out of the house.
• i’ve ran away from my home.
• i’ve sworn at my parents.
• i’ve made my parents cry.
• i’ve lied to my parents.
• i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.
• i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.
• i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.
• i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.

hair: 

• i’ve been brown.
• i’ve had streaks.
• i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
• i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
• i’ve been blonde.
• i’ve had black.
• i’ve been red.
• i’ve been light brown.
• i’ve been medium brown.
• i’ve been blue/green.
• i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
• i use conditioner.
• i’ve used silk therapy.
• i’ve used hot oil treatments.
• i’ve curled my hair.
• i’ve straightened my hair.
• i’ve ironed my hair.
• i’ve braided my hair.

school: 

• i’ve yelled at a teacher.
• i’ve been suspended.
• i’ve had an in-school suspension.
• i’ve been sent to the principals office.
• i’ve walked out of class.
• i’ve skipped an entire day of school.
• i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
• i’ve failed a test.
• i’ve cheated on a test.
• i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
• i’ve failed art.
• i’ve failed p.e.
• i’ve failed math.
• i’ve failed science.
• i’ve failed another class.
• a teacher has called my parents