October 2010
I think life is one of the most beautiful things ever. I just can’t wrap my mind around how we’re all different people in different places all over the world. We all have stories to tell and we all have been through struggles.
but the fact that we’re all unique. Every single one of us can make choices in our lives that will effect it forever.
(via donnyspeaks)
September 2010
nothing worse than a missed chance.
i feel like i need everyone else, more than they...
Fuck society. Fuck normality. Get piercings. Get...
6:39PM.
I cannot keep my eyes open and I barely started any homework. I have a horrible headache and my legs hurt. WTF IS THIS?!
Back up your apology.
If you can’t, you never meant it in the first place. And this goes for anyone. Think about it. When someone says sorry to you, don’t you want to believe they mean it? You don’t wanna get your hopes up, then watch them all go down on you. So if it can’t be proven, forget it.
(via nouvellevauge)
Ten years from now, I can't wait to visit my...
When I’m in a fight with someone, my heart gives up on them. Something tells me that they aren’t worth fighting anymore. Something tells me that they just wasted my time & they didn’t do any good in my life. Then, there’s my heart..begging to have them back & go back to the past..when things were good.
/CONFUSED.
Confession #35.
I know that sometimes I act like a bitch..a tough girl that knows how to defend or protect herself. But in reality, I’m as weak as a bug. I try to keep my head help high. I try to look confident. I try to walk straight and look like I know what I’m doing with life. I don’t want people to see my real side..my weak side..my pushover side. I just don’t want to be taken...
Why Didn't You Tell Me?
Girl : It's because you don't even seem to care. It's something I rather tell you in person anyways.
Donny : I love you. I love you more then anyone. Just because we haven't talked in months shouldn't change our friendship.
I would love it if you just listened
You would think that as time passes, we would grow...
WOAH.
& all of a sudden you’re not interested in me…? Cool.
Confession #34: I don't have many friends because...
Somewhere along the line, things just began to...
(via 365thoughts)
You don’t even smile when I talk to you these days. I try to make you laugh. You’re happy with all your other friends but not when you’re with me. Why?D: I really don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I’m trying my best. I really am..but I guess my best isn’t good enough for you. I can’t live up to you expectations & it sucks..cause I’ll do...
I think the most beautiful people are the ones who...
365thoughts:(via jvbedania)
17183.) my heart is broken and i can't find all...
I just want everything to go back to how they used...
I remember when you were fighting my fights for...
I didn’t appreciate it then. It angered me. I felt like you were breaking our family apart. I remember you suffered for me & Tan. Ofcourse, I start realizing how hard it is to be the eldest in the house when you’re gone. I remember yelling at you & texting you saying “Look what you’ve done.” or “Stop ruining our family.” or “Dad is mad at us...
I hate how much I love you, boy.
Justin: Can we just have a new start?
Me: Yeah, new start sounds good..
Justin: Hey babe. How was your day? I missed you in school :/ part of me liking school is getting to see you..I didn't like school today :(
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Me: I'm blasting/ODing on tumblr.
Justin: What's OD?
Me: I told you 62656 times. UGH. Overfreakindosing BABE!!!
GOODNESSS. get on my level, boy!
uhlainah asked: Darrian, you're such a strong and gorgeous girl. I hope things get better for you, but keep smiling (:
IT WAS JUST A MEMORY: @truesimplicity →
itwasjustamemory:
Hey, I know everything seems to be going wrong right now, but I promise you, mark my words, everything will get better. You’re sick of hearing that it’s a “rough patch” and you’re overreacting. Sometimes, we God gives us all these miseries to just make us stronger. You’ve been through so much stuff starting from when you were just a little kid, stuff which a lot of people who...
Confession #33: I'm the most sensitive out of all...
itsneilcarlo asked: Hey no problem and if you want to talk about it, I'm a good listener :]
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but...
itsneilcarlo asked: Awwe Dar :[ I just read your post and I hope you feel better soon & don't worry...in the end, everything will turn out alright :]
All I know is each day is a new day. I just need...
Believe me, the last thing I need is another...
People tell me I’m “so lucky.” That I “get everything I want,” that I’m “smart,” that I’m “pretty,” and that I’m “strong.” None of that crap is true. It’s very superficial. In society, we think that’s it’s not right to be fake, but I think there are certain exceptions. I must confess that I am...
I cry & you laugh at me. You tell your friends that I’m stupid. You tell them I’m overdramatic. You think I’m crying for attention. Dad, I cry because you mean so much to me & you’ve made it so obvious that I’m just another person in your life. You act like you care about me..like you love me, but I see right through it. I try so hard in school & I stress...
ksobredilla:fuckyeahslowjams:
Ready For Me | AM...
I wish you knew this post was about you.
It’s funny because I really thought telling you a little bit of the real me would bring us closer. I thought you’d really start to get me. The real me. But you don’t. It seems like you won’t even accept me now. I’m sorry for any of my wrong doings. I’m finally starting to tell you stuff, and you get mad at me for it. But what am I supposed to do? I’m...
I skipped school today.
When people asked me why, I said I just didn’t feel good & that I didn’t do my homework. That’s only 25% of the real truth. I actually skipped because I need a break. I don’t know why I thought staying home would help me, because I got that “break” that I wanted for a day & I still feel the same way as I did last night. And when I try to vent to people,...
“You can count on me like 123, I’ll be there & I know when I need it, I...”
– Bruno Mars
Confession #32.
It annoys me SO much when people tag themselves in their own albums/pictures. Obviously, we know who you are & which one you are in the picture. FREAKIN GOSH. If we didn’t know what you looked like then why would we be friends on facebook? We know how to look at your albums, so why the hell do you need to tag yourself in them?! And then we click on “view photos of ___” and...
17153.) He makes me want to scream.
blogsecret:
He doesn’t make me feel loved or wanted. He makes me feel unneeded. I feel as thought I’m just there for other reasons. I can’t stand his obnoxious ways. But within all of that anger, I still find that unconditional love that I have for him. I love him, and I’m a fool.
I didn't know it was possible to have so many...
They just won’t stop.
