I really hate my teenage self for complaining about dumb shit sometimes. I hate complaining about my family and my parents. Don’t know why I turn the smallest issues into big ones. I’m so annoying. I LOVE MY FAMILY. Why am I such a huge bitch to them though…I really suck.
this time next year I’ll know exactly what I’m doing. but for now they’re just millions of decisions waiting to be made. I’m nervous and yet so excited, so ready to be a senior. let’s see where life takes me
If school was my only stressor, my life might actually be great. No boy problems. No family problems. No friend problems. No issues other than school. Imagine. Just being able to focus on one thing and to be able to excel because I can actually relax about other things. But that isn’t possible. Seriously, too much shit to think about. Can’t even try to fix things.